something major happen today... gonna mark it as 16 july 2020. I cannot share the details but suffice to say out of my 4 years working in a unicorn OTA in Malaysia, today is the only day where I had to leaver super early as I cannot keep my cool in the office. Everyone who knows me knows that Im the type to always look happy & motivated, even my team mates dubbed me as the clown(the joker) in the sense that eventho things are shitty, I always put on a smile.

Only today , I am unable to do that, felt like crying but managed to hold it back.( I really did cry my heart out in the car though, and you can say I looked like a lil bitch doing so. But I know, it had to be done, that process needs to happen. 

I lost something. Something soo important to me. I screwed up badly and paid a heavy price for it.

I will never forget 16th July 2020. The reason for this blog to be revived. I will continue to write till I reach a point where I can stop just like my last post 8 years ago.

As usual, here is a song that fits the mood perfectly..

 I am sorry.

revival

Damn.. never knew this blog still exist...feels like a revival is going to happen to my readers of 1( myself) , be ready!.. its meant to be my own personal journal anyway... if you(outsiders) manage to find this, read at your own peril.