Hear You Me - Jimmy Eats World

Title: Jimmy Eats World - Hear You Me

"Once upon a time..... can happen anytime..."

I was forced to watch this movie called Cinderella story starring Hillary Duff, but in the end it wasn't all that bad.. considering I manage to hear this song.. boleh lah. Here I attached the video clip with snippets from the movie incase you might be interested in watching the movie one day.

I just got back from playing bowling with ma buddies. Scored a measly 120 first game and 108 second game.. actually not bad la considering the last time I played bowl was like 2 -3 years ago. However, I would trade bowl anytime for mid valley just now.. dammmmmit...

So when I played bowling just now ma friend came up to me and express his feelings about his relationship with his gf and how to take things to the next level (A.K.A proposing to his gf). WHY do I get this kind of people coming to me. Aku nak je cakap "Oi mamat, Ko sedar tak aku ni tak kahwin lagi dan awek pun takda..asal nak tanya aku soalan soalan yang berbentuk misteri pada aku?"If only la kan... but instead I answered.. "Ohh wow, that great man...  heres what you do... "

Haih..

On to another story, her latest posts was interesting... had a vid clip there.. damn.. the vid clip nailed it for me la I tell you.. I wanted to comment on her post but stopped myself cause I got nothing constructive to say except.. "So Fcking Hot la You" hahaha but not my style lar to comment like that so I just keep quiet. I guess that's the closest I get to actually seeing her in real life..

In which after watching her video, I was wondering... jeng jeng jeng... another "WHAT IF" scenario. You see peeps, In case you dont know, most men like to imagine themselves in a particular situation with the girl they like....... not that kind of imagination la, aiyoh. I mean situation or scenario which works more like a forecasting kind of thing, thinking if they had done this or done that, then would that girl fall for them kind of imaginary thoughts. Its been a while since I had imagine things like this but since this is a blog and no one knows who I really am then what the hell.. lets dream out loud shall we... Oookay lets begin

So lets say I like that girl right now..  I could possibly imagine 4 types of scenario in which I have a chance of winning her heart. This is going to be a one way perspective thing la coz I dont know how she is like on each scenario but lets just play this out... 

Scenario 1 : High school

Okay, assuming she and I were in the same high school.. me being myself in high school. first off, 

1)Would I fall for her? HELL yes. 

2)Can I win her heart? Hmmm... I am about 90% sure that I can .. not because I am a player or super terer in getting girls but bcoz in high school, my trump card would be my honesty and sincerity towards just wanting her for her and not some trophy gf or something. I also would stand out from the rest of the boys, not because I purposely stand out or anything but more of my good records, positions I hold and overall positive outlook.

3)Conclusion: Yes we could be together back then. but probably her being as hot as she is, guys would do anything to take her from me in which I'm pretty much sure we would end up breaking up. Its not that I don't like competition but its just that at that age I'm already planning ahead on getting married and shit like that and I'm serious about it. However, I know that wont be her plan because girls like that, would want to explore the world first before settling down. That's the fine line that will cause our separation.

Scenario 2 : College

Hah! college time.. my training ground to become the perfect assassin to steal women's hearts. lets see how this scenario plays out.

1)Would I fall for her ? HELL yes (why would that ever change?, haha)

2)Can I win her heart? hmm tough one. College time, You get a lot of buaya's lurking.. each with their own trump cards.. If I were to meet her in college, I would say there is a 50% chance of success of winning her heart. Why? because other buaya's have flashy cars and have loads of money. I however am just an average guy with a simple car. I'm not complaining la since I can get girls without all that flashy things, but from my days in college, guys with flashy cars and have loads of money tend to have the upper hand in getting girls, and there's no way their chick radar would miss someone like her.

3)Conclusion: Assuming I do manage to win her heart, hmm I would say we would last maybe for 1 year or 2 MAX. Why? Its college! Would you wanna spend the best moments in life(aka college) just with 1 dude? mula mula happy la kot but after a while she would be like..  macam terasa terkongkong even though shes not.

Scenario 3 : Work Place

This is the time I am fully loaded. The perfect assassin.

1)Would I fall for her ? Man... the moment she first step foot at the office, I know I would end up changing from following the company's mission statement to my own personal mission statement which to get her at all costs. Haha

2)Can I win her heart? Definitely(not sounding cocky ya, this is just a imaginary scenario based on real facts about me). I have never failed in getting the girls I like from work to be with me(hmm I may have given you guys the wrong kind of impression here..don't judge pls :) ) Why do I think I will succeed? Because my work place is usually working towards my advantage. I would probably have a good high ranking position in which I am personally looked upon as a good leader and worker, so naturally I can work my way towards getting close to her. I would probably be knowledgeable and the "go to guy" when problem arises in which she would naturally come to me for assistance and I would gladly help her. Couple that with some "off work relationship building" and it should work.

3)Conclusion: I think this scenario gives me the best chance of being with her. However, It still wont work out still ! WHY? because, she would probably want to keep the relationship private, from office mates and the secrecy will drag all the way unto not telling her family about me as well. We would probably survive for a few years before she starts to feel that somethings amiss and slowly pushes herself away from me(change jobs maybe)

Scenario 4 : Lets just wing it

My fun yet rarely used(fear factor) weapon. This is an open scenario in which I randomly meet her somewhere and am about to make my move 

1)Would I fall for her? Of course, why else would I use the "Lets wing it and see what happens" card 

2)Can I win her heart ? errrr Nope. Difficult la to leave a good impression if she don't know anything about me before I make my move.

3)Conclusion: Gone case. I would probably end up making a fool of myself..

Shite.... in all scenarios, even though its all imaginary, I would fail. Dammmit... Has my Imagination gone soo bad that its mixed up with reality? Haih... Okay so how bout in reality then.. how would I fair out in getting her?

Well lets see... first of, we are not the same in age terms(+7 years apart). Second, her world is totally different than mine. The crowd she hangs out with, her family background and her status. Thirdly, We may be staying in adjacent locations but there is no way we could ever bump onto each other, let alone get to know one another. Even if we manage to pass all three points and things are looking all bright and shiny for us, the fourth factor and most critical point that will stop her at her tracks is that she won't be able to accept the other half of me( its not like I killed anyone or I am partially crazy or anything but lets put it this general way, Its a common fact everybody has a devilish side and angelic side in them... so lets just say... she would fall for only one side of me)

So hmmm...reality sucks more than the imaginary scenarios right? In military aspects, its mission impossible. There was a time when there's ever a so called mission impossible, I would jump right into the middle of it, I don't know why but I guess it has something to do with the fact that I just cant sit idle and HOPE for things to happen. I'd go out there and make it happen.. even if it comes with a high risk. I just hate "what if's".


 But..Ive had enough of stupid actions following what my heart tells me to do, always getting burned in the end.. and at that time my brains says " I told you so" . I should probably listen to you now eh..

"Never let the fear of striking out keeps you from playing the game" -Riggghhhttt... I'll pass, thanks