Puddle of Mudd - Blurry

Title: Puddle of Mudd - Blurry

Memory Accessed Date : 2012

"Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake, and everybody's empty, and everything is so messed up"

Sometimes when I look back to the person I was, Its funny now to see the person I turn out to be. People tend to change for better, we hear and see this a lot. But the extension to that sentence would be, we can change for the better but that doesn't mean people can accept you for who you have become.

With all the things I have experienced all these years, if there's one thing life has taught me, then it would be "to survive". I tend to get a lot of shit coming my way, not because I like it or did it on purpose, but simple because, I choose a different path. I choose a path of change, change things that I see that doesn't quite fit into the picture, and this causes people to dislike me even if they themselves agree with me on the matter. They like the way they are, they like things to not change. But the best part of all, the change I wanted to bring is something they have been wanting to have but when it appears in front of them, they are afraid to grasp it.

Its easy to point fingers, easy to live your life and ignore the things that could harm us. Yes we can do this and not be affected, but the question is, for how long shall we be ignorant towards something we see that is not right?

I not not talking about anything political or anything heavy like that, but I'm sure all of us has been in a similar situation before even if you are the type of person who always choose to see the brighter side of things. Sometimes people need to learn the hard way. Sometimes people need to experience a great loss before they start to change.

I have been there, and the regret is something that will haunt me. Its a mistake I wish not to repeat and because of that I now realize, we are who we choose to become. I am somebody you have always wanted to have standing beside you, protecting you, but once you have me, can you accept me for who I really am and stand by my side as I would stand by yours?