Third Eye Blind - Deep Inside of You

Title : Third Eye Blind - Deep Inside of You

Memory Accessed Date : 2001

"you've got something deep inside of you"

I remembered hearing this song when I first entered MMU. Never liked third eye blind much but this song is one of the good ones. Saw this Eurasian Malay chic, dubbed the hottest chic at one point, tried to get closed to her, failed! she was so into her bf at that time and didn't bother talking to anyone else, I mean really, she didn't bother talking to any other guy besides her bf. Talk about loyalty to the end.

However, her loyalty back fired when her bf slept with one of her good friends(another hot but wild,very wild chic). She was devastated, everybody could tell. She broke down, decided to go indulge in an eating therapy, gained a few(quite a few) pounds and lock herself in her room for quite some time coz I don't see her around much at campus.

One things for sure, Her bf is one stupid S.O.B to do that to such a person. Actually its good when a girl can resist temptation of other guys when she already has a bf. A quality I rarely see from most girls that I come in contact with. How do I know? Coz I had the chance to be the bad many times, but I stop because I just wanted to test them, to see if they would jump if I tell them to, and they would.

I hate that. One of my fears is when my future GF(if ever that will happen again) will meet a guy like me, a person would put the relationship to a test. And I hate to find out the answer...