Nidji - Dosakah Aku

Title : Dosakah Aku

"Bintang yang mempertemukan kita"

You know whut? I used to kutuk my friends for having blogs, saying they should get a life "like me" instead. I never understood why people write or even read blogs.. its just a bunch of personal ramblings by someone. I'm more of a face 2 face so I can be totally in control kinda guy...and now look at me, sitting here and writing this !!! Bah hambug..

Anyways, speaking of blogs, I'm kinda into this particular blog for a few reasons. I wont deny nor would tell you some sophisticated reasons why I like reading her blog so lets get straight to the why shall we,

1. As the number states, First reason is the fact that shes smoking hot, I would not go around the bush on this one. I like her statement on her FB, something about "you can be beautiful but not loved but you cant love without being beautiful". I'll be honest, beauty is what attracts me first to a person but its her personality and character is what makes a relationship last. Though some people may not agree with her statement, its easy if they understand the term, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
2. Next is the comments she gets from her posts. I mean, you got to see it for yourself. Its amusing. Maybe its just me but her commentators, the way they comment is as if she is a little kid. "Auww so cute", "Chomel la you nieh", "masa you kechik mesti kiut", "you suka chocolate juga, I pun suka" "eh chocolate tu halal ker" kind of comment. Hahaha, everytime I comment of one of her posts, and read thru the other comments, I would ask myself if I am on the right blog as this sounds like some kindergarten peeps commenting on each other. But when I look back at the main page and saw her pic, I'm like... yea..... I'm in the right page ;). Well.. I wont say much since her total fans/readers is like 10,000% percent more than mine so yea... I'll just shut up.
3. Thirdly, its the topics she posts. This woman can write very interestingly I tell ya. Some of her topics are really good,even got me thinking(not easy to do this to me okay) but some of them is just errr how do I say it...  Not my type of tea la.. Other people layan la those posts but as much as I want to participate in her posts, bila baca je terus takda idea apa nak tulis. So when I visit her blog for new posts, I pretty much anticipate the topic she would post.

Speaking of her blog, At one time I randomly browse thru her posts and saw she put up a topic about surviving breakups. Its was like last year, probably from her own experience from her eX, number I dunno, 10 maybe.. but who cares(ain't judgin coz I know what that feels like when you are being judged upon), but one question I have in my head was.."whos stupid enough to break up with her? the F8&K?".. but I know these type of situations all too well... people have said those things on my past relationships before as well.  So, I decided to jump in and write a comment about it and offer my list of songs to hear from when a breakup happens. The thing is...  As I was writing the lyrics and song titles, somehow it triggers back all those memories of my past relationships... Its pretty sad actually.. I don't know, but her topic made me relive those moments which I would prefer not to remember. It goes back to the "Where did I go wrong?" thought process. Hmmmmm...

Thats why I put up this song by Nidji -Dosakah Aku. Probably you would think the song doesn't fit the topic at first, but the reason is here. This videoclip and song is about a couple determine to make it work when all else around them is against it. In this videoclip, the guy loves the girl despite the fact that she is pregnant with somebody else's kid and the father of the child refuses to acknowledge the fact that he got her pregnant. So the guy took care of her and loved her, even when everyone was against it. He was by her side all the time till she passed away...

I dont know why but when I wrote the comment on her blog this song came to mind.... Why? because the videoclip scenario reminds me of someone...

"jangan menyerah...mereka bukan hakim kita"